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remember me? [25 May 2006|01:19pm] its been awhile. i wanted to look back on everything everything ive forgotten god what a year it was so much has happened but i could never forget last year and it will never be replaced it seems that i left off with when i started talking to jordan. we dated, it was amazing. but he's transferring colleges. i have the worst luck lol i hope all is well with everyone im a senior now!! and this year will be amazing! nads and i are going to do everything...and make it memorable. live life. ive let all my regrets go, well most. i need a new face in my life. hopefully♥ a bloody invitation

I Dont Want The World To See Me. [24 Dec 2005|02:32pm] It's that time again..where i look back on anything and everything i ever wrote in here..and remember, and laugh, and wish i went about things in a different way. but that's what these things are for. to remember and regret. to remember and smile. But sometimes I have to close chapters in my life..and this year will be ending soon. So maybe this journal should end too. There are too many wonderful and terrible things that will remain here..but to add onto it will move them further and further down on the list. So maybe its time for everyone to move on to my other journal.. fleethexscene fleethexscene fleethexscene this one will still remain. that one is a bit more..'me'. its everything i am. everything i feel and think. this one is for ...fun times...and..pictures to tell of my night. :) so remember this name. and remember my face. cause im gonna make it in hollywood.. pshhaha<3 a bloody invitation

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! [15 Dec 2005|06:17pm] HAPPY BIRTHDAY SKY!!! you are an Amazing friend and only deserves the Greatest, most Extravagant..HELLA AMAZING birthday. I hope you get everything you want, plus more. love, your good friend who hasnt hung out with you in a few weeks-Madison :) hopefully winter break we can all hang out..i have some catching up to do with you guys lol. i need details, stories, everything i missed. ..YOU'RE FINALLY 18!!! 6 receiving a bloody invitation

[10 Dec 2005|01:40am] [ music | SAVES THE DAY//OASIS//MEW ] love you babygirl<3 tomorrow night.. SAVES THE DAY JORDAN IS COMING NADIA IS GOING TYRONE IS PARTYING WITH ME +DUDA DRINKKING WITH AL<33333 DRIVING WITH GEORGIE AND AMANDA ..i cant wait.. and i still dont know where im sleeping or how im getting home haha <3 6 receiving a bloody invitation

[07 Dec 2005|03:09pm] [ music | STAYFLY. ] "so you dont wanna hook up with me anymore?" "why..? did all your little hook up girls turn you down, so you gotta keep coming back to me?" "..no. you're special." "branden youre such a liar" "i know, i got you didnt i?" "....." "im sorry that was cold" "yeah you're fucking cold" :) EDIT. i changed my mind again..well i never really changed it in the first place. im going to the show with nadia<3 and to the afterparties with tyrone<3(hopefully). it seems that everything is just too damn soon to get shit done. da hurrr &&& nails yeah fuck it imma get sweaty and grind with nadia to saves the day a'men. <3 see you all at the parties look for me..on the floor..in a hallway..in the bed winkkkkk. WINK. 4 receiving a bloody invitation

homeCuming not going. SAVES THE DAY instead. [06 Dec 2005|07:37pm] [ music | SOULMEETSBODY. ] chris took me to a hockey game last night. had a good time. :) funny story.. today _____ kissed me. out of nowhere. well.. it went like this.. "madi, why dont you sleep with me?" -"what?????////" (smiles) -(confused) "come on..ive been waiting 2 years. i could be so good to you. just date me and sleep with me. we'll cuddle" -(changes subject) "are you going to homecoming?" "why are you?" -"no. im going to a show but to all the after parties" "and sleeping with me" -"hahaha what? are you getting a hotel room?" "yes are you going to sleep with me?" -"i need a place to crash..itll probably be someones room. i wont know who. are you lying about the room? do you really have one?" "yes, are you going to sleep with me?" -"haha ohhhh yessss" (grins) (smiles) "ive been waiting 2 years..." "haha alright" then i was getting my stuff together and he comes over and goes "madi?" and i look up..and he kisses me and leaves. and kevin looks at me..and was like ":D did he just do what i think he did" with the biggest grin on his face..and i was like "o_o yes..." and georgies starts laughing and making fun of me in a cutee way and i was just shockedandwtfzershaha. oh gosh. boys heh. i Love em. <3 so right..im going to senses fail/SAVES THE DAY!!! with nadia, alexa, ashley..and who ever wants to come. but i need a ride. i talked to alexa, she said she could if i got a ride to her house. but i need a ride to the after parties later so i can meet up with MY LOVE AL!!<333. I LOVE YOU!!! WE'RE GOING TO PARTY HARD AND OMGGOSH GET FUUUUUUED UP. <3 :D so yes..if you would like to come to sheridan suites with me..and you have a car..i would greatly appreciate it and give you a kiss :) <3 thank you for your time.haha. 2 receiving a bloody invitation

i want some banana terracotta pie. [25 Nov 2005|03:15pm] [ music | SYSTEM OF A DOWN-Vicinity of Obscenity ] ahoy. im sick :( i hope you all had a good tofu thanksgiving. i slept over alysons<33333333 house wednesday and we took cuteee pics. LOOK! (  if youll be my star, ill be your sky. you can hide underneath me and come out at night. when i turn jet black and you show off your light. i live to let you shine. ) the best mother fucking song..perfect for the occasion. happy thanksgiving. :) Liar!! Liar!! Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! The that a perfect way to hold your baby? Vicinity of Obscenity in your eyes Terracotta Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Is that barbed-wire glove in you baby? Vicinity of Obscenity in your eyes Terracotta Pie Hey! Terracotta Pie Hey! Terracotta Pie Hey! Terracotta Pie! Banana Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Banana Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Do we all learn defeat, from the whores with bad feet? Beat the meat, treat the feet, to the sweet, milky seat!! Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Is that barbed-wire glove in you baby? Vicinity of Obscenity in your eyes Terracotta Pie Hey! Terracotta Pie Hey! Terracotta Pie Hey! Terracotta Pie! Banana Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Banana Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Do we all learn defeat, from the whores with bad feet? Beat the meat treat the feet to the sweet milky seat!!!! Liar! Uhhhh! Liar! Uhhh!! Liar!! Liar!!! Banana Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Banana Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Banana Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Banana Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! Banana Banana Banana Banana Terracotta Banana Terracotta Terracotta Pie! 9 receiving a bloody invitation

your hand in mine. [06 Nov 2005|04:24am] [ mood | i am the atmosphere around you ] [ music | i am the angel that ruined your night. ] how come everytime i listen to this band..this song, I breakdown and almost start crying..and there's never anyone there to hold me. there's never anyone there to say "hey kid, cheer up." and walks are always so lonely.. and watching the stars is always so lonely.. and even your shadow cant keep you company, especially at night. so this feeling never dies. but this song.. causes a million reactions to occur, a million feelings to unfold and a million ways to make a smile. and in the end its always that thought of you that makes me smile just when i think its over i discover that its all just beginning just when i think ive lost you give me reason to try again. and ive kept this song on repeat just to keep that memory of us playing continuously. 2 receiving a bloody invitation

[23 Oct 2005|01:34pm] [ music | public pervert//c'mere. ] Orlando was Fun. Thursday I went with my junior class to islands of adventure and it was extremely fun. i hung out with mayra :) and met up with Blake, Michael, and Kamille later on. We went on Hulk so many times. Funniest Moment of the Day-Kamille went on the pop eye ride..some british people were on there and, in their accent, were like "oi are those dredlocks? are you from jamaica?" kamille-"no. im from ireland (joking)" "HONEY I WANT TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH THE JAMAIcan. the JAMAIcan!"-am inside joke that will NEVER die. so..ill let my pictures tell the story of my day. :) ( Oh, so swoon baby starry nights May our bodies remain You move with me, I'll treat you right, baby May our bodies remain ) friday-went back up to islands of adventure for halloween horror nights with alyson. emily couldnt come with me :( it was fun. here's the pics...:D ( It's way too late to be this locked inside ourselves The trouble is that you're in love with someone else It should be me. Oh, it should be me Sacred parts, your get aways You come along on summer days Tenderly, tastefully ) 11 receiving a bloody invitation

[02 Oct 2005|04:47pm] last night..was insane. my mind was racing..everything i saw was a dream. i kept thinking everything was a dream. every second. every moment. i thought i dreamt it before. and i started to panic. i forgot what was real and what wasnt. then i didnt feel ok, at all. so we left. we walked. it felt like we were walking for hours. it felt like we walked down different roads, so many roads. suddenly home was there, we made it. i wanted to write something..it made perfect sense last night. (i read it this morning..i dont know what the hell i was talking about. haha. i mentioned how i love AFI, that theyre my favorite..and that STG are incredible and that i love their song "rocketship" and its my favorite. then i went on about other things with no meaning.) i listened to shiny toy guns. theyre incredible. and i was taken away..back into my dream world. it was beautiful there. then i passed out. xxx 4 receiving a bloody invitation

ADD. [10 Sep 2005|02:51pm] Add My New Lj Journal! im still going to have this one, so dont delete me! fleethexscene a bloody invitation

bandaids for your mistakes. cut clean to erase. [09 Sep 2005|06:01pm] [ music | emanuel/appleseed cast. ] i miss emily. tomorrow MAT comes home :) Also, DKLIMB and Azure Sky are playing. Branden is going to that.. eh. im off to find better things and hang out with chris&newton. goodnight. and there on the stairs. standing there. arm outstretched. point and glare. watching the love. fall to our feet. into the floor to disappear. we're finding fault. you kissed her. or you slept with him. or you didn't care. now it all breaks. disintegrates. well this is the last thing i'll take. because i can't face you now. this is the end. there's nothing to keep. this is the end of you and me. a bloody invitation

[29 Aug 2005|03:38pm] [ music | NIKI FM ] (  Say it's true. Say you like me. Just for the night. for me, it's been eternity.. And as I gently sip this drink, I think about my lack of future, And all the places I could learn to fall in love. ) 14 receiving a bloody invitation

[29 Aug 2005|03:14pm] [ music | NIKI FM ] (  Back into what I thought I knew, these words inside me, tell me what to do. My heart held, in the palm of your hand. Now I know, the way to go, this place inside my demented mind. You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor. This time in silence, this time I win. Now you will feel my pain Forget my name ) 13 receiving a bloody invitation

The little boy smiled..it'll all be well.. [28 Aug 2005|02:45pm] [ mood | fuckoff. ] [ music | SOAD. ] this was from last week. sorry ive been busy..i kept this entry private cause i wasnt done with it. well..here it is. this weekend was a good weekend. every weekend is a good weekend. because im with 'them' they're the only ones who really give a damn about me. the only ones whose opinions matter to me (another friend is included in that Fact). im grateful for such amazing friends. friendship doesnt come easy these days. easy come, easy go.. At school, im so very lucky to have Andrew and Colleen there with me. By the way lovers..My mother will be trying to get FOO FIGHTER tickets. i will be getting four. that means i am able to take three people. I cant guarrantee anything just yet..but just comment and let me know if you would like to go, and ill get back to you. :) edit-im taking colleen and emily so far. one more ticket to go. Circumventing circuses, Lamenting in protest, To visible police, Presence sponsored fear, Battalions of riot police, With rubber bullet kisses, Baton courtesy, Service with a smile Beyond the Staples Center you can see America, With its tired, poor, avenging disgrace, Peaceful, loving youth against the brutality, Of plastic existence. Pushing little children, With their fully automatics, They like to push the weak around, Pushing little children, With their fully automatics, They like to push the weak around. ( Pushing little children, With their fully automatics, They like to push the weak around. ) PICTURES^ PICTURES^ CLICK CLICK CLICK ^^^^^> 16 receiving a bloody invitation

[15 Aug 2005|09:49pm] want to be my homecoming date? 7 receiving a bloody invitation

schedule [04 Aug 2005|02:49pm] [ music | STUTTERFLY-GUN IN HAND ] 1. Chemistry I 2. Leadership 3. Algebra II 4. Ceramic Pottery Portfolio Honors 5. English III Honors 6. Journalism II Honors (yearbook) 7. American History Honors GEORGIE IS IN 3 OF MY CLASSES-chem, algebra, and history. ^___^!! MAYRA IS IN MY ALGEBRA CLASS!! tell me what you have. 7 receiving a bloody invitation

<3. [26 Jul 2005|12:50pm] [ music | fftl.duh. ] goddammit, marry me. i met this boy and died happy. goddamit, love me. i met this boy and died horny. <3333. 14 receiving a bloody invitation

its so cold in this house...[[crosses in our eyes, cross out the signs]] [24 Jul 2005|02:23am] [ music | notte dei cristalli a rue des trois ] FLCL IS ON do you want to come over and kill some time? throw your arms around me.. ( shimmer. shimmer. shimmer ) 28 receiving a bloody invitation

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